let go of the brokenness within

Here is my update on my goals:

Health:
This one needs a lot of work. I'm on the lookout for motivation. I am working on decreasing portion sizes. I want to start into a Zumba or yoga class, as these have been areas I have had success in the past following up on. It's just about finding the right opportunity (time, money, location that work with my work schedule and budget). I found one Zumba course that is in a close location but doesn't start until March, so I'm on the hunt to find something until then. Keep thinking about getting the gym key at the apartment complex, just have to get myself to go there, pay them and start my routine!


Fun/Connection:
This one is actually not going too bad :) Just have to keep the momentum going. Had a nice family dinner on Monday with mom and sister. Last night hubby and I played cards, which we haven't really done before together. It was actually quite fun. I look forward to more nights like that. I enjoy a good game night!

Creativity:
So this is going fairly good for the time being. I actually did pull out my crochet hook and some yarn the other day and started on a blanket. The yarn isn't the softest, but it's a pretty color. I forgot how much fun it was to crochet. Again, just have to keep it going. It's a great activity to do while hubby watches football- I can sit with him, not feel too bored and do something semi-productive! I'm hoping to finish the blanket before or by the time we have a baby... (no, no news, just something to keep me motivated). Though, I may have to find some softer yarn...
I've also found myself doodling more again while at work. I hadn't done this for a while, but recently while on the phone I noticed I started doing it, and some neat stuff was emerging. Time to pick up the Zentangles again soon too, maybe.

Spirituality:
I'm continuing to listen to the station to and from work that boosts my spiritual growth. It's actually quite interesting. I'm realizing the difference it can make in how I feel too. I rediscovered one of my favorites Matt Maher. Currently enjoy listening to his song on repeat: http://www.vevo.com/watch/matt-maher/Deliverer/USV3M1500047

It put me in a better mood tonight on my drive home. Also trying to get back into "finding God in all things", especially in the work I'm doing. Also, having a lot of nostalgic memories of JVC year tonight, and thinking of my good friend whom I have only had limited written correspondence with over the past few years as she has been in the convent. It's amazing how I still can feel so connected to someone who I have not spoken to in a couple years. God places some people in our paths, and no matter how far we journey from them, it seems they are close to our hearts. Spiritual friendship, it seems can be just as powerful as face to face.



Remember, be gentle with yourself. Let go and be open to change.